getting deparate

I'm running out of time and money from my last paycheck from my job, and i wont be able to cover my bills at the end of this month. the doctor, like oncologists, seems to be so optimistic that this conditon will get better. well, after 2 months, nothing has changed, and i'm still not able to take care of myself properly, much less hold a job at htis point. I know they say... God will provide.... but I dont see money falling from the sky in order to help me. I dont have a clue what i'll do... or a plan for that matter.