I can't really spread the real reason I had a crappy day, but suffice to say that I need to learn how not to let other's erratic mood swings affect me so much. I did get an apology, but its like the saying goes.... a day late and a dollar short. The other reason my day totally sucked was because when I woke up, my heart was jumping out of my chest. The home health nurse came to give me the 3rd IVIG infusion, but when we called the doctor... he said to cancel this last dose and just do it again in 3 weeks. Thank God. The first nurse on Wednesday ran the IV stuff in me over 2 hours, instead of 4.5 hours. I've been feeling really bad ever since. The bad mood thing with this other person didnt help any either. If there was a reason for it, I could try and understand. BUT, there just never is. It's a CLINICAL thing. The only thing I know to do is save my money.... when I even start getting income. The one saving grace I did have today was that I finished the first knitting (fairy) design for Miriam. I had a preset color combo from her to use, which made it VERY challenging, but I really enjoyed the creative process. I hope she likes it, and if she does, I will be making magnets for her to sell in her new store up in Vermont. She, and her husband Nick, are both very nice people, and I'm really glad I've met them. I have my first across the board 10% off sale on ebay using their new Markdown Manager feature going on, as we speak. I'm hoping I get some bites without having to send pieces to online auction. I'd rather just sell out of my store! Tomorrow, I'm hoping to finish another artwork. I've got some Zazzle product work to do, too. (My new Palm Trees by the Sea greeting card won Today's Best!!)
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I'm sorry you aren't enjoying life. You are very talented & seem like a very interesting woman. I know this is vague & you probably think I'm being phony & paying lip service, but: Let me know if theres anything I can do. By the way...I didn't have any St. Patrick's day excitement, per usual...HaHa
Dustin, thanks for being so nice to me. There really isnt anything to do though. If it couldve been done, I wouldve done it already. To be honest, I really dont want to be breathing anymore. I've dealt with some major life blows since I was 15 yrs old, but this past year has been the absolute pits. I know its only going to get worse as time goes on. We give animals dignity in life and death matters. Why on earth cant we do the same for human beings? It's beyond me... Take good care of yourself, Amy p.s.> grab fun whenever you can, including St. Patrick's Day. You never know when you wont be able to in the future.
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