This blog just got a facelift! ... This afternoon, I fell for the first time in 4 months. My legs just gave out on me, and they have been getting progressively weaker all evening. My neurologist hasnt been exactly helpful, since I started seeing him this summer, and I'm not looking forward to giving his office a call in the morning. #1, he doesnt listen, and #2, his nurse is rude on the phone. I'm just ready to give up on everything. Sometimes I wonder if this life is all about seeing how much shit a person can take before they crack wide open. It's always amazed me why some people seem to glide through life without anything major happening to them, and others get the full dustpan of crap hitting the fan day after day. It's all relative, I guess. Speaking of relatives... let's just say I have a Mom and a brother. Thats about it for family support. It's a good thing in many ways. I'm too tired to deal with either their behavior or refusal to deal with reality on sensitive subjects. It's hopeless. On a side note, I've noticed that I've gone from capitalizing the word "life," to not doing so. Hmmmmm... I wonder what Freud would say about that. One thing I do know for sure... something bad is going to happen, sooner or later, and its going to force the members of my family to come together. Whether the forced reunion will wake everyone up is another story.
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